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March 15 Come on SING WITH ME!!!!!TOP OF THE MORNIN TO YA!!!
O.K. IT'S SING ALONG TIME PLEASE!!
SOME GREEN ALLIGATORS AND LONG NECK GEESE, SOME HUMP-TY BACK CAMELS AND SOME CHIMPANZEES, SOME CATS, SOME RATS, SOME ELEPHANTS AS SURE AS YOUR BORN... THE LOVELIEST OF ALL IS THE UNICORN!!!
Tee hee ha ha!!!!!!! I love that song!!! Can you do all the animated stuff with it too??!?!?!? If not I'd be happy to show you!!! Tee hee ha ha
Only a few days left!!! I of course left some things to the last minute so I'll be doing some major running around today. Don't forget to wear your green!!!! I've been wearing green cuz, I figure why just keep it all for one day.... So today I've got my shamrock pony tail holder in and a shamrock bracelet and a green HD t shirt. FUN FUN FUN!!! I always forget how much St. Patty's day stuff I have. I was laughing at myself last night looking through it all and making sure this flashing bracelet had batteries and those beads were all untangled. I'm just about ready to go!!! My husband saw my bag full of "stuff" and he laughed and said, well I guess you'll be wearing the same clothes all weekend since you don't have any more room after taking all of that junk!.... Um excuse me it's not junk it's fun stuff there MR. Happy!! Tee hee ha ha
I think I confuse him more every day!! Tee hee ha ha .... I told him that's what wives do!!
Wow, this is Michigan all right! O.K. so Monday the weather was nice. Windy but nice, then Tuesday was GORGEOUS... I'm talking Bright and sunny 72 degrees and no wind. B E A U T I F U L !! Wednesday it was cloudy and rainy still about 65 degrees. Today I wake up and there is snow on the ground and it's about 30 degrees.... HUMPH! My poor tulips were growing like crazy. I think they grew 2 inches in two days... and now... covered in snow. Poor things!!!
Oh update on the Brother in Law.... Just for the record... If you do not believe in the power of prayer..... I have proof!!! He's home!!! Finally... He's been gaining strength everyday and getting more color back. He seems normal too. We thought he might of had some brain damage from everything, because he was kinda out there and not making sense when he spoke. You'd be talking about the weather and he'd ask you if you got the car painted? In very slow drawn out words. But that seems to have disappeared. He's home and they are taking very good care of him there. His little girl camped out in his bedroom the first night just to make sure he was o.k. So thanks to all of you for your prayers!!! They are stronger than any medicine that was ever invented!!
O.K. time to get to work so I can try and butter the boss man up to let me leave early tomorrow!!!!
Some green alligators and long neck geese... tee hee ha ha
HAPPY ST. PATTY'S DAY!!!!
March 12 My favorite Holiday!!!!It's the most wonderful time of the year!!!
This week is St. Patty's week in my world! Tee hee ha ha
I love this holiday!! It's a day when yes, we drink more, we play more, but most importantly, we smile more. Everyone seems so happy on this day and friendly!! I love that!! Everyone smiling and getting along with strangers and just carrying about!!!
I love it I tell ya!!
This weekend I will be going to the St. Patty's day Festival in Clare, Michigan. I've never attended this, but have heard about it for years!!!! Now I'm finally going!! I'm so excited!! The ladies I'm going with are all ehm "older" then I. But I love them all tons!!! And I know they are veterans of this festival and know how to have fun!! They have invited me to go for years now and I was never able to go. BUT THIS YEAR.... Wahoo I'm going!! I'm going to see if the wonderful Boss I have will let me off a wee bit early on Friday so I can run home kiss the hubby bye and hit the road!! I'm so excited!!
Now mind you, when I hired into this job approx 4 years ago, I told my now boss, "um I do need the same day off every year due to my heritage, culture and beliefs" He was confused and asked if it was good Friday? No. He asked if it was Martin Luther King day? and I said no. Finally he asked what day it was, I told him St. Patrick's day, March 17th. No matter what day of the week this falls on I will be unable to work. tee hee ha ha
That very first year we were crazy busy. I did him a "favor" by coming in bright and early on St. Patrick's day. He was shocked I was here and wearing what I was wearing (Green hat, shamrock earrings, shot glass around my neck. Clover bubbles hanging from my green pants, A kiss me I'm Irish shirt and tattoos of shamrocks on my arms). My response to the looks he was giving me: I told you this is my Holiday and that I can't work. I have a very busy schedule I thought I would be nice and come in and help out then I've gotta go and catch up with my family. He laughed and took me out for a beer for breakfast!! Tee hee ha ha
Oh and for those of you wondering.....I always have a DD on my holiday. There has been many of years where it was my turn to drive and I did stay away from the beers/cocktails. I just got "drunk" from the happiness around me, the corned beef and cabbage and from just celebrating the day!!
I hope you have the luck of the Irish with you all week long!! And you have a super duper Holiday and are safe!
HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY!!! ttfn March 09 Happy B day Lil Bro!!!NOTE TO SELF:
Do not attempt to drink like you are 21! Especially if you are over the age of 30!!
Do not attempt to keep up drinking with your brothers who are all over 6'4"!
Do not think that you can function on 2.5 hours of sleep!
You may require more sleep than 12 hours in a 5 day period!
The phrase, "sleep when you are dead" was either invented by a dead person or a teenager.
Remember that the next time you play BIG SISTER, to leave you check book and credit cards at home. There fore there will only be 1/2 of an explanation to the husband of how much money you spent.
DO NOT DRINK HEAVILY, START TO SWEAR LIKE A SAILOR AND FORGET YOUR FATHER IS STANDING NEXT TO YOU!!!
TEE HEE HA HA .....
O.K. so one of my baby brothers turned 21 this past weekend. A few "older" siblings took him out. My dad and a 3 others came along as well. It was a blast!!! I had so much fun with those boys!!! I was the only sister able to attend, so I did my part and drank for the three of us. Silly ME!!
Mind you my brothers kept ordering shots and beers and they would order me one right along with them. tee hee ... now mind you one of my brothers is 6ft 9in, another is 6ft 6in, and the youngest is 6ft 4", and plays college football, I am only a short 5ft 2in fat 35 yr old!!
So I was feeling no pain, none what so ever!!!
I ended up dancing with my baby bro and we've never danced together. I mean never. And we danced exactly alike. How crazy was that?!!? I'm an o.k. dancer, with many cocktails I think I'm a super dancer. But I've never been a great follower. I have a hard time letting the man take the lead. Except with my lil bro it was like water flowing. My dad even stepped into the club part for a minute and was in awe how we were dancing together. HMMMMM maybe cuz we drank the same amount. tee hee ha ha
But my heart is full!!! It's amazing to me how close my brothers and I are after being separated for so long. One of them, still has a wall up, but it cracks more and more every time I see him. He's just a serious person and feels he has to be serious with me too. He'll come around. I'm sure of it.
Our littlest brother is in Florida right now working at Disney. So he couldn't join us, so we drunk dialed him like 7 or 8 times that night. He thought it was sooooo funny he decided to call us at 7:30 am to let us know how funny it was. I told him we were sleeping cuz we didn't get to bed till 5:30! He just laughed!!
I LOVE MY BROTHERS!!!!!!!!!
It's funny to me to, how well I get along with men/boys better than I do women.
I can have a serious in depth conversation that will become heated and the guys are just loving it.
Where some women/girls I know would storm off to the bathroom crying and calling for a ride to come get them and not speak to me for 3 months! Tee hee ha ha
Oh and I think I heard my dad call my name.... FIRST MIDDLE AND LAST seven times that night. I was using my potty mouth way too much!! I did see him the next day and apologized!! eeeeeekkkk!!!! I thought he was gonna ground me or something!!! tee hee ha ha
I'm rambling, jumping and what not so I'll go for now.
March 06 Welcome Emma!!My good friend had her baby finally!!!! She was born on 3/1/07
Well, Emma was born at 8:56 this morning
7 lbs 15 ounces - 20 and 1/2 inches long.
Lots of dark hair and soooo cute :)
check the album for photos.... Her eyes are beautiful!!!! February 27 Blonde but no joke... tee hee ha haO.K. I wasn't going to post about this but darn it... it's just too darn funny not to. Last week we had some serious fog around here. My very blonde friend H called me at approx 6:45am. Here is what our conversation was like... mind you... if your bladder is full you may want to empty it before you read any further....
orange is H's words
blue is my words
Hi! Sorry to bother you this early but I have a really serious problem.
Morning luv bug! Not early I was up for work, what's the problem?
Have you watched any news this morning?
No, why?
Well they say we have freezing fog out there and I'm worried that I might hit some on the way to work, and I'm not really sure I want my kids on a bus if the bus hits some.
Well, just be careful while you are driving. Be sure to leave plenty of distance between you and the other cars. And the kids only go 1/4 mile on the bus, and I'm sure the bus drivers will be careful.
But seriously, what if I hit some and it dents my truck. I just got this truck and my husband would be furious with me and I'm just nervous I might hit some.
I'm confused. What do you mean dent your truck? What do you think freezing fog is?
It's what it says it is fog that is freezing. So what if I hit some and it's really frozen and it's like hitting a brick wall or something. And then by the time the police get there it's melted or shattered from me hitting it and then how do I explain freezing fog to my insurance company?
Ummm....I'm thinking you don't know what freezing fog is luv bug, it's where it will freeze on CONTACT with something else.... like the metal of a car, the windshield of the car, the roadways and such. tee hee ha ha
Are you sure? So, I don't need to worry I wont "run into it"? And I just need to be careful because the roads are slippery?
Yep, that's it. Tee hee ha ha
Well, why and the hell didn't they say you'll have to scrape your windows and watch for patches of ice? Why tell me I'm gonna run into a wall of frozen fog and WHAM?!?!?!!?
Have a good day luv bug! Tee hee ha ha
moral of this story.........
If you have ever thought about bleaching your hair blonde... DON'T!! You will loose your mind!! tee hee ha ha ahhhhh another problem solved by momma bear.
ttfn
February 26 Any advice? Any ideas? All the Prayers you can give.Hello,
O.K. I know this blog is not the most popular, however, my family really needs your help. My Brother in law has been in the hospital since December 14th and with no good sign of it ending soon, I'm turning to all of you.
He was admitted to the UNIVERSITY OF MICHIGAN hospital on 12/14/06 to have two herniated discs repaired. Well while doing the surgery they "nicked" his spinal sack. Upon inspection they couldn't find it so they closed him up and said he should be able to go home within a week. If you are not familiar with the symptoms of spinal fluid leaks, a headache like no other. They say the headache is so severe that it can actually drive you to suicide. And vomiting because the fluid turns toxic in your body if it can not be absorbed or excreted from your body.
So, this "nick" they made has not healed and upon several other procedures and surgeries is now, approximately 4 inches wide. Needless to say my BIL has lost a tremendous amount of weight and strength. We thank God everyday that he is still with us and not paralyzed. Now they have put a "drain tube" into his spine to help alleviate the extra fluid getting dumped into his body. If it's not drained you can see his face swell and eyes bulge. The nurses are understaffed as we are told. The will come in and turn his drain tube on and then "forget" or get "too busy" to turn it off, which then is detrimental to his health as well. And now they want to put a shunt into his head. We are not allowing them to touch his skull. After all that they have done wrong with his spine, we can't imagine what they would do to his skull, brain and etc.
What we are doing now is contacting an attorney, his insurance company and trying to find another hospital that is qualified with sufficient staff to take him and help him.
What we need from you, Do you know of a great spinal doctor that is in a great hospital? Any ideas of what we can do to get him better? And most of all we need your prayers.
It's been very hard on my sister, whom has lost her job over having to stay by his bedside to make sure he is getting the proper care. And their children (16 & 13) whom are scared to even talk about it at this stage. His fellow employees have chipped in their sick days to help cover his paycheck and so his insurance wont get canceled.
Any, and I do mean any thoughts you may have, please let me know as we are at a loss of what to do next.
With hope, love and prayers in our hearts, we can only dream that he will recover completely from this.
Thank you for your time and thoughts and prayers. February 22 InvitesO.k. there is a reason for it.... There has to be... But I'll be darned if I know what the heck it is!!!!!!
Last night a bunch of us got together to help a friend out with some Wedding invites.... Not just "some" a ton!!!! 265 to be exact!!
Now let me make sure you understand one thing. I am not a girly girl. I don't like frill, lace, and blah blah blah... And yes I got married and yes I sent out invites BUT I DID NOT ....add that one useless piece of tissue paper!?!?! WHAT IS THAT ALL ABOUT?? Why is there a 3x2 piece of tissue paper in the heap of "stuff" that has to go into the invite envelopes? I mean do they seriously think it might bring tears to the eyes of those invited and then maybe catch those tears before it falls on the invites? I'm serious... what is it for? I hope hope HOPE that someone out there can tell me why this is MANDATORY! There is really so many things that you must put into the envelopes already....
Invite, Map, RSVP, RSVP envelope, and TISSUE PAPER?!? Oh I'm sure I'm forgetting something here, I just can't remember and then you put it in one envelope and then into another and they must all be the same way and ....... my goodness I just don't get it all. I'm not being mean I'm not a frilly girl I've told you...
My job last night was to address the envelopes. I did do quite a few and I did have a couple of boo boo's!! I had nightmares about doing them wrong all night and that her very loud, larger, not so nice cousin kicked my keester! It was awful... Tee hee I'm a freak I know!!
But I'll tell you one thing.... My hand and arm were killing me this morning... Did I mention that she is Mexican and He is Italian.. so the names were not bob and linda jones... nope NOTTA!! I think I wrote Lopez... 22 times tee hee ha ha
It's time to return to work now and get some things done or I think my boss will Hang me by my hair. eeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkk
Tee hee ha ha
Have a great day all!!!! And if you know the reason behind the tissue paper I would really like to know what it is.
ttfn
February 15 thanksThank you all for your thoughts and prayers!!
It's been an odd sorta week. I feel like I haven't stopped since my feet hit the floor Monday AM. Whew.
I'm sure you mom's out there have a way busier schedule than I do, in fact I know you do.
Last night Vday I had made some yummy spinach lasagna roll ups. Thank goodness I made a double batch. Holy cow... My sister and lil man came over, stayed for dinner, then my cousin came by then my friend and his girlfriend. Holy cow going from 2 mouths to 7! tee hee ha ha! I'm glad I put some aside for G. Other wise the would have all been eaten. Tee hee... I don't mind that one bit. I love when people stop by especially these people. And when people eat at my house and tell me "yummy can I have some more?". What's better than that eh? So tonight is drinking oopps I mean bowling night and I'm ready to bowl my keester off. Tee hee ha ha
Ya know I have some words to these OBGYN's in the world! My friends and I were talking and some of them haven't had a check up in years when I pressure them as to why and tell them how important it is to get checked out. Their replies all of them.... Because I hate it when they tell me I'm fat.
WHAT?!?!?!?
Yep that's what happens to them. Even funnier... one of my friends goes to the same Doctor I do, and she has never once brought up my weight, (I am over weight). She's always very pleasant. My friend H goes to her today after me being on her constantly to go. I get a phone call with H crying on the other end.. I ask what's the matter? Her reply through the sniffles, tears and crying... "I'm done with her! I can't take it anymore!" I ask her did she say something about your weight? "YES! She said she was glad I had my weight in control again." I said, that's a good thing H. "yes, I know but it's what she said after, she said that the muscles around my uterus are flabby and my tummy muscles are too and I should really work on it again...*sobs*"
O.K. I know it's not nice and I shouldn't have done it, but I couldn't help it.... I started to laugh hysterically. Oh and that went over like a fart in church! I told her she was the only person I've known in my life that had a Flabby Uterus! Tee hee ha ha
...................She hung up.
I've called her back and apologized with trying sooooo hard to contain my laughter!
So my lovely crotch doctors, please for the love of god, look at the parts you are supposed to and do your dirty work that we hate to have done, and then if there is a problem down there then, let us know. If you think we are over weight, ugly, flabby or whatever please please please keep those thoughts and comments to yourself or in our charts. We don't like to come see you for our exams and when you lecture us about our weight and other issues that we hate about ourselves already. We don't want to hear it!!
Thank you for your support! February 12 Dear Mr. Taxman:Well today is the day we get our taxes done. I'm a nervous wreck. I shouldn't be either. But I always think the worst of these things. We are trying a new tax preparer this year. We had used the "block" people forever, and we've been talking to others and heard that we pretty much are not being taken care of properly. MAN that grinds my dupa!
The reson I'm worried...my husband loves loves loves to gamble..
( in fact I think his love chart goes something like this; 1. love the dog, 2. love to gamble, 3. love the wife, tee hee ha ha )
and this year was a winning year for him. He and his brother went to the casino during hunting season...and um won... they won big too! not just once but twice. And of course he didn't ask them to take taxes out... so I'm sure we are gonna end up owing a ton of money to our friends George W. & Jenny G. UUGGGHH.... At least I was smart enough to put some of the winnings away for tax purposes. However, I think the brother whom won 1/2 of the money should give us some money towards the taxes as well. G just said... We'll figure it out later. Oh that's comforting, since the brother has now been laid off from his job and has no money left of his winnings. Not gonna worry about it I guess. We'll just have to wait and see... There are a million other things I could worry about and I should just be thankful that I have the money. Some don't have anything. Like my mother... Man that's a whole nother story... Ugh!
I'm off to get some things done so I can be ready freddy for tonights visit with the Taxman!
Wish me luck!!
ttfn
update we did just fine on the taxes... wont be broke after it all and last night I slept better than I have in days. I'm glad we know where we stand and can prepare for 4-15-07! February 08 An amazing story!!
Did I forget to mention Silly Me?Just a tid bit of info on one of the MANY reasons I call myself Silly Me. In the -45 degree weather.... I decide to cook a beef loin, and chicken breasts Saturday night.... ehm... on the grill... outside...Oh they wanted to take photos and keep them as they said for my file at the mental institution. I forbid them to take photos! I had to put the grill as close to my sisters boyfriends truck as possible so that it was blocked by SOME of the wind. Hat, scarf, gloves, boots, big oversized jacket. Darn good think I didn't catch on fire myself. Oh and when the grill "flamed up" I had to grab some snow to control the flames. tee hee ha ha The food was yummy! But it just goes to show what a crazy girl I am! Tee hee ha ha Silly Silly Me! Oh don't you worry there are several more reasons. I kill me!! tee hee ha ha
February 06 FUNNY ISN'T IT???Sorry for being such a downer lately... I'm trying to be up beat from here on out... Life is too short to be sad, crabby or mad. Thanks to Patty for cheering me up too!!
This past weekend was fun.... extremely cold but fun! We went to the cabin, my sister, her boyfriend and lil man went too. They brought their snowmobiles. The boyfriend kept telling me go ahead and go for a ride with your sister.... Um no thank you... the wind chill was like -45... thats negative forty-five.....flippin brrrrrrr!! No thanks you go and I'll have some fun with lil man! And fun we had... A silly moment... Ahhhh Boooo... 10 times from his lil mouth... Ahhhhh Boooo .... I wasn't getting it... so he went and got a kleenex and did it again with the kleenex by his nose.... Oh sorry silly me!! Bless you... He just smiled....and kept going all weekend... when it was quiet... you'd hear Ahhhh Boo... and four adults saying Bless you. I was trying to teach him to tell others bless you... He didn't get it! I'm sure he will soon. It's funny to me that it's late lil man is sleeping four "adults" sitting at the kitchen table playing cards and one starts with Ahhhh Booo.... Funny and then we just kept up the baby talk... OMG are we insane... It was funny any who and kept us laughing until we cried! Sunday we drove the 3 hours back home and literally jumped out of G's truck and went to the garage started my car, unloaded the truck while the car was warming up... bbbbrrrrr and had to leave for a wedding shower for a friend. I'll tell you I am not a fan of Showers! Notta.... (I know I know they are flippin tradition and blah blah blah and yes I had one too, only because I was forced to, they told me they would throw me a surprise shower if I didn't cooperate. I mean seriously how excited can you get over glasses and pot holders???? OH and don't even get me started on the "games"!!!!) The food now your talking my game.... Wahoo the food was the best food I have had in a long time. The bride (my friend) is Mexican/Porto Rica (sp) All of the food was made by family.... YUMMY!!!! I was so darn full when I left there! I got home and G said, any idea what is for dinner? I almost puked!! HA! Hmmmm Mac n chz o.k. ? tee hee ha and did I mention what I ate today?? EVIL I tell ya!
I finally got to sit on the couch Sunday evening and I was freezing!! Hmmmm went and looked at the temp in the house... a balmy 62 degrees... brrrrr!!!! "G, any reason you turned the heat down when it's below zero actual temps outside?" His response: &()#%&()&#$()&#@$()*&!!! So I was cold went to bed to stay warm with the heated mattress pad (love it!) and don't forget the Stupid Bowl was on so I'm watching... Get to half time, listen to Prince Scream a bit, and then the next thing I know I'm waking up to see confetti on the TV... OMG I fell asleep during the SUPERBOWL??? HA!! Oh my brothers can never find out about this! Sure as stuff, I get to work the next day the guys I work with are all asking, did you see this play? that commercial? I'm just smiling... and they said what were you "busy".... no I was just checkin my eyelids for holes during the second 1/2 of the game! Tee hee ha ha !! We finally got the furnace fixed
Well I've got to get back to work and get some things done.
ttfn
P.S. I'm gonna give it one more go with these girls, I think I should. Others do not. But I'm going to make the efforts and what not so we shall see. I will not let my heart get broken no mo!
Oh and BTW... NO we did not take lil man sledding in the -45 weather... that new photo was from another weekend. I'm not that bad of an aunt! Tee hee ha ha
January 30 sometimes a friend isn't a friend...O.k. well I had fun with KGQ, once I was included on the plans. Those no good selfish "friends" of mine decided to do some things with KGQ without including me... their reason.... There wasn't enough room. WHATEVER!! SO when it was convient for them I did get to visit with him and we (he, I and his friend B) had a great time. HOWEVER he tells me ya know girl, they filled me in on everything and i'm not supposed to say nothing but I just want you to know I know how women can be and I'm not taking sides and you are my friend and I'm happy that I get to see you and have some fun with you. I was calm then and just let it go, I didn't want to ruin his time on vaction and out on the town.
Then the family drama comes again...
ugh I just need to find a rock somewhere and go away for a while!
Those girls, this family... It's enough to make one loose her mind.
I'm hoping to be chipper again soon!
January 26 Friends along the wayO.k. I think I may need to apologize.. I'm trying to figure this whole blog thing out... and I'm trying to make it easy on the eyes to read and what not... so bear with me while I keep tweaking!! ....
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Well this weekend is going to be fun fun fun fun!! I'm excited to see a good friend that is coming into town. My girlfriends and I met him and some of his good friends at Myr*tle Be*ach Bi*ke week, a few years back. We have stayed in contact ever since. We actually met up with him and friends again several times at MB* BW and in their home town. So, KGQ as I will call him here, is coming to our cold state for the weekend to visit with his GAL PALS as he calls us. He's funny, and crazy all at the same time. For instance when I asked him do you have a place to stay... YEA GIRL I DO, when I ask him where is it so we can come see you and pick you up for a night out on the town... WELL I'M NOT REALLY SURE WHERE IT IS... YA SEE THE LADY AT THE HOTEL SAID THEY WERE JUST EAST OF THE AIRPORT and he proceeds to give me some name of a town that I've never heard of... not even map quest has heard of it... tee hee ha ha ... Oh KGQ!!! I'm sure we will figure it out and have a great time with him!!
You know it's funny... so many people cross your path every single day. And if you never picked your head up... you would never know how many. So since it's my life long goal to meet as many new people as I can, I always am trying to make eye contact and say hello and smile to people who cross my path. Whether I be walking into a grocery store, down the street, or whatever. It's amazing to me the reaction that I sometimes get from people. Once I was doing this at the corner grocery store by my home and this older gentleman stopped in his tracks, and just stared at me. He smiled back and said you know you are the first person this week to talk with me just because not because I was paying for something...Thank you dear. Other times they look at you like you are an alien with green gook pouring from your forehead?!?!
Try it for yourself. You might just find it heart warming.
A favorite quote of mine is..if you want to see where angels fly.. stop looking at your shoes!!!
So I'll try and get details of the weekend to ya sometime soon.. I'm sure it's going to be crazy fun!!!
ttfn
update...... talked to KGQ.... ummmm either he or the lady from the hotel need to learn directions... UUUGGHHH he's 40 miles WEST of the airport....UUUGGGHHHHHH Change the plans!!! Tee hee ha ha It's still gonna be fun! January 18 little hearts = big loveIsn't that lil man in my photo section just adorable?? I love that lil man more than anyone could imagine. He's my youngest nephew. My sister (his mommy) is my buddy too! She lives only like 3 streets from my home. So it's nothing to stop by and play for a bit. When you've had a horrible day, you just don't get the world or whatever has you down, I just go to my happy place. That's to my sisters to play! When I walk in it's HI B! and then a bunch of mumbo jumbo that only he knows what he's saying and then I take my coat off and GAME ON! Tee hee ha ha... he grabs my hand shows me his stuff. We climb around things make forts, its just a blast. Wow...exhausting stuff! I never tire of him however! Even like last night we played and he was... CRABBY MONSTER! Meltdowns whenever anything didn't go his way. sigh... But he still fills my heart. I got to rock him to sleep (not for a minute but all the way asleep!! happy!!) last night. Ahhh I love that! Usually if you rock him, since he's getting bigger, he cant get comfy on you and he'll pick up his lil head look at you and say bye bye.. Inside of me: no no no I'm not ready to lay you down yet!, But I do.. then he says nin nite and i love you and you know if a bus hits you on the way out of the driveway, it's o.k. because your heart is ... Full!! I can't even imagine life without him and to think he was such a SURPRISE baby to us. God has a plan for us all and when you think your on the right road... well ya might come to a fork in the road, so keep your options open... you never know what he has in store for you to learn.
ttfn
January 15 falling in love all over again.....What an amazing weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh my goodness! It was awesome! Have you ever fallen in love? Then days, years, months pass by and yes you still Love that person with all of your heart, and then one day, they make you fall in love with them all over again? Then you smile at the sight of them, you get those butterflies, you just are in LOVE!
Well that's what happened to me this past weekend. As I mentioned before I've been married almost 11 years, nothing compared to the friends that we attended a surprise 40th Anniversary Party for.
O.k. let me start somewhere here..... G and I have been together for about 15 years now. I LOVE HIM!
For some reason along the years he stopped hanging out with his old crowd. (When I say old I don't mean age I'm talking time frame. ) So when we rec'd this invitation in the mail for a surprise party, I knew it wasn't going to be easy for me to get him to go. I had a "vibe" that it was important for us to go. I wont elaborate on the vibe but as the time came closer it was much stronger with much more detail attached to it. Any who I sent the RSVP back saying we were coming... G said no, no no... I said yes yes yes.. so for weeks we were going round and round about this. My fear with these friends is that because I'm younger, I'm worried that they think I'm the one keeping him from them.. .that couldn't be further from the truth. So now I'm kinda getting excited to go. He finally goes.... kicking and screaming all the way. UUGGHHH!! So we walk in to the hall and he is greeted immediately by lots of people. I'm totally fine with just hangin in the back ground while this happens and just smiling the whole time. He did introduce me to people and friends and I introduced myself to people, (that's just how I am). I know somewhat whom they are but I want to know more and for them to know me.. so.... HI! I'm G's wife S and you are who and how are you related to the Anniversary couple? All night I continued to do this. I heard some GREAT stories from my hubby's past.. some had me in tears, some made my stomach flip, some made me laugh until I was almost running to the restroom. It was great to hear them. I met some of his greatest friends that missed him tons! And their wives and kids (grown) and just lots of people. It was fun talking and meeting them all. (My cheeks hurt from smiling all night. My belly hurt the next day from all of the laughing.)
I had mentioned to G on the way there.. I hope there is dancing.. .I love to dance! Well there was!!! Wahoo!! So once the music started I was gettin my groove on. I was dancing by myself and with others that were dancing but not G. He doesn't dance. So then they play our (mine & G's) wedding song. And he asks me to dance. I was Happy!!! Then we go back to the gang and start talking some more. Later another good slow song comes on and he asked me to dance again. O.K.!!!! So now I'm on cloud 9! We haven't slow danced in..... hell I cant even remember when. But that night I seriously think he asked me to dance 7 different times.!!!! I Loved it! Its funny because I caught myself standing taller, standing proud, walking proud and just happy! And then on one of the danced it smacked me right in the kisser. I LOVE HIM more than ever! I start to giggle, he just looks down at me and says I love you! ...... OH HAPPY DAY!!!!!
So the entire night was great, his friends were fun fun fun and they loved me, we actually have lots of plans to hook up again soon. But most importantly.... I'm in love. I'm giggling, I'm smiling, my belly has butterflies when I think of us dancing. It must be love!
O.K. well gotta go for now.
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January 10 What is a friend?O.K. well I've got issues... It's a known fact. I try very hard to be a nice person to all that I come into contact with whether I know em or not. That's just me. I messed up in September.. I got caught into a web of Drama between me and a friend and it wound up kicking me in the teeth! We have or should I say HAD a very tight group of friends, and even tighter were the four of us. One little weekend changed all that! I hate that I admit my faults and apologize over and over again and they just keep their noses in the air and say yep you were wrong... YES I WAS BUT SO WERE YOU!!! UUUGGHHH now I just think that I need to give up on these friends and direct my energy towards someone whom is nice to me and respects me. Unfortunatley, I've been friends with these girls for over 20 years... Sigh! But I can't keep letting them beat me down time and time again and not to "include" me in their lives or want to be a part of mine. Funny thing is... It was all over something so damn petty that led to an F U fest! UUUGGGHHH!!
I'm way to old to do this... It makes me feel bad about myself, and hell I beat myself up enough they know that! I don't need this drama! Decisions on the horizon. Man It's gonna be a rough road for a while. The problem is I do bowl with some of these girls and I will not quit... I've committed and I don't break MY commitments. So come April... If they aren't any better towards me then I'm outta here!
O.k. I promise this will not always be a whine fest... I just needed to get it off my brain... and hopefully this helps.
January 08 LifeWell, I had an amazing weekend. Some hurt, mostly joy!!
Thursday I found out a very good friend of mine (so I thought) was having a huge party on Saturday and I wasn't invited. She and I had a "fallin out" back in November and I apologized and blah blah blah... and I guess she's not ready to go back into our friendship that has lasted for over 16 years. SIGH..... I'm dealing with it, it does hurt, but I'm dealing, what else can I do? The thing that really sucks is that because of my close relationship with another one of my girlfriends she didn't ask her either... that really bugs me. O.k. I get that you're mad at me but wtf did she do? Childish ways in our 30's.... maybe it's best I just leave it alone as bad as it hurts.
Friday had some great fun with some great friends learned a new card game, and had fun. Before that my sister needed me to watch her lil man.... O.K.!!! I love him so much! He's such a good boy.. 1 year and some months... Fun! And he loves to drag all the toys outta the toy closet and figure out which one is the most fun. Which usually ends up being the lil red wagon and the phone.
Saturday was good too. My family met up and my lil bro's work for a farewell luncheon. Other than my Psycho sister coming and wearing some god awful shirt (seriously if the shirt has little triangles where your boobs should be maybe you shouldn't wear it if your boobs are below them!!), it was fine. I didn't think that it was the greatest opportunity to visit with my brother whom had to wait on us. UUGGHH my family and their ideas some times. So after that we stopped at a friends house and I showed him some canning tips. OH BOY was he kinda freaking me out... I thought he might blow the whole thing up.. tee hee ha ha Sunday Ahhhhhhhh.... relax... and then I got a bug up my bum that I wanted to spend more time with my bro before he left. So I dropped in and went running some errands with him. It's so funny to me and my heart! You arent allowed to see someone for so long, 16 years because of family disfunction, and then once you are around them again, the love was like you never were away. Man the love I have for my brothers is unmeasurable. They are such decent men! Funny I just called my lil brothers MEN!! But they are, 19 and 20!! I'm so proud of them and love them more than they could ever imagine. Well I think the fact that I call, send cards, and emails and drop in... they either think I'm a stalker or that I love em!!! Tee hee ha ha.... My husband just laughs and says, "I can always tell that you just saw or talked to one of your brothers from the smile on your face" And mostly he can tell by the way I'm crying or my rage, that I've just talked to my sisters.. TEE HEE HA HA !!
The family drama!!! HA!
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January 05 NEWSo with the new year... I plan on a better version of me. I'm going to start this blog with a list about me... everyone has a 101 on their blog. I'm not sure I'll make it that long, but I shall try my best. Then during the year, I'm going to come back to this entry and see where I have made improvements along the way.
Here it goes.
1. I was born April 29, 1971
2. I'm one of seven children (2 whole sisters, 2 half bros, 2 step bros)
3. I'm the youngest of the girls and older than all the boys.
4. I moved out on my parent home when I was 14
5. Worked 2 jobs, and still managed to graduate High School with honors (there is no excuse!)
6. I've lived in Michigan all my life
7. I've been married for almost 11 years
8. My husband is 21 years older than me
9. My family is like one big DRAMA factory
10. I bowl every Thursday with the same girls for the past 9 years
11. I have some of the greatest friends in the world
12. My bestest friend in the whole wide world have been friends since 5th grade.
13. I am very blunt. Some think I do it to be mean.. nope just telling the truth as I see it.
13.5 I do lash out sometimes... oohh is it ugly... I hate this about me
14. I care for others sometimes too much. If I had a nickel for everytime I heard this!
15. I have no children, well 2 step, I'm even a grandma to three... AT 35!!
16. My husbands daughter hates me. I believe it's because her father loves me.
17. I bought myself a Harley Davidson Motorcycle for my 30th bday. It was a promise I made to myself when I was 14. I saved for 10 years and paid CASH for it! Wahoo!!
18. My husband loves me more than anything.. It is such a wonderful feeling he gives me.
19. I may be a blog addict
20. I love love love animals. I think anyone that helps animals are the most genuine of people.
21. I carry dog food, cat food, bottled water & bowls in my car incase I meet "someone" who needs it.
22. I get "vibes" from people. I feel their good, bad, joy, and pain. Not always a good thing.
23. I have dreams...crazy dreams... sometimes o.k. a lot of the times they come true.
24. I do not hide my emotions well.
25. I don't wear make up
26. I believe that good people find good people.
27. I don't really like my job, but I ADORE my boss and the others I work with.
28. I quit a high paying job because of the stress. I don't regret that.
29. I would prefer to live without clocks..eat when your hungry, sleep when your tired and work at everything else in the middle.
30. Both of my sisters and I have Schooliosis..it sucks
31. I'm only 5' 2", while my hubby is 6' 7" (go ahead laugh)
32. I've cut a chicken's head off...eeeewwww... yes they do run around.
33. I will not allow myself to fear an inanimate object. i.e. guns
34. I used to ride horses.
35. I've damaged every car I've owned since 1996. Not always my fault!
36. I love to meet people.
37. 98% of my shirts are Harley Davidson (my brother thinks it's more!)
38. I think women are complicated. Men are just much much easier to get along with.
39. I'm not sure I will ever go on vacation with women again. UGLY!
40. I love therapy laughter!
41. I wish I had a child
42. I beat myself up daily... another thing I hate about me.
43. I'm considered by my group of friends as the Momma Bear. Don't mess with em or you shall get hurt...I PROMISE
44. I'm not a very good housekeeper.
45. I do love to cook
46. I have no Grandparent living.. Man oh man do I miss them.
47. I have brown eyes.
48. I haven't worn a dress in over 2 years. Blue jeans please..
49. I hate hate hate panty hose.
50. I'm not organized
51. I don't like to shop
52. I'm over weight
53. For the first time in 19 years I do not own a cat. I'm not liking that.
54. Where ever we go, complete strangers tell me their lives. My friends and family said it's because it says TELL ME on my forehead
55. I've never been lost. Well emotionally yes, but driving, no. Even in a different State.
56. I can change my own oil, rotate tires, change my brakes on my own car.
57. I love to type....tee hee ha ha ... dont think I get the point across with lol
58. I used to think when LOL first came out that it meant Lots of Love. It confused me.
59. My grandmother was the princess of Poland before the war.
60. I'm a morning person. On vacation I wake before dawn everyday. Makes naps sometimes necessary.
O.K. that is it for now. I need to get some things done. I will add to it if something smacks me in the face. Tee hee ha ha !!
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December 06 tee hee ha haI'm never good at writing... I'm trying to think of some way creative to start this thing off... Give me time it'll come and then you'll be thinking... shut her up!! Tee hee ha ha
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